breaking bridges

Im trying to break this barrier
that is a bubble around me
and build a bridge between us

But what happens when you leave?
and the fault lines between us grow wider
 and our bridge is stretched across the gap

old rope torn down to straind tendrils
better to burn it and let you go
maybe drift south to someplace warmer

Heart bleeps

What if you lived your life with a certain amount of heart beats?
A determined number that would be decided at birth,
Dawn till dusk it would tick down one by one
your heart choosing for itself a pattern
a rhythm by which to cast its sounds.
Reverberation till coagulation
blood will be blood
and life lived still.
go slow or
go fast
to the
beat
bea
be
b
b
b
b