One Big joke.

When you die, some say, your whole life flashes before your eyes like a movie. I imagine seeing it as if I am watching a home video filmed by my guardian angel. just like the ones of me as a child, stumbling around, running into things, getting hurt. life is still like that, my whole life has been me stumbling around trying to figure things out. Since birth it seems I have flouted about like a retarded jellyfish, a bull in a china shop. This video would be one I think to be laughed at for eternity. my joke to present to god, in his court, as his jester. We are all fools I am sure. and as my life flashes by I would note I am likely not the biggest of the fools that just maybe, maybe, I did some things right. And when all my scores are tallied and my soul weighed if I deserve to fall into a fire abyss all I would say in my defense is, "oops", not that it would make a difference, nothing would. I hope my judgement day still lies far in my future, but I plan from here on in to make my life exciting to watch and easy to laugh at. Hopefully god has a sense of humor. Hopefully my life is just one big joke.

Light bulb

Iv realized there are people you will meet in your life who will change your perspective on somethings completely . Like when one of those mysterious pictures is rudely revealed to you by a seemingly heartless friend, although they reveal to you the truth they steal away your act of searching . Which is half the fun . And although at the time all seems ruined you later come to realize that without them telling you, you could have stayed ignorant forever . So Embrace the truth and move forward .

Maybe

no real thing to post today. VERY BUSY.

A few thoughts:

Why live forever when you can live now
Why build for tomorrow when todays falling apart
Why buy something new that can be fixed by a little bit of glue or duct tape.