It is a rainy day. . .unusual ? I don't think so..
I tried to walk away,
told you to have a nice day,
that I didn't want to play.
You insisted,
again I resisted,
took a step the other way.
But you called out my name,
grabbed my arm,
your insane,
not just inane.
so I turned around and decided to educate you,
" I tried to walk away but because of you I'm forced to stay, but back away, iv heard all you had to say, and been a nice guy to not make you cry, but because you lied, you can go die. I don't need your two faces or your theater masks, I can see right through you, but you never even asked. Take advantage of me once shame on you, twice and that's on me, why couldn't you just be true,blue, because now I'm through. If im looking for something fake ill be sure to come back to you, but I might go find a mannequin instead, their smiles are more real...don't let this make you think I never loved you, cuz I did, the poison of your lies- that feeling forbid. Now I hope you see why I tried to walk away, please think twice before you come to ruin my day."
Class dismissed,
cheer up, people change.
maybe in the future- after you grow up,
possibly I will show up
and I might not throw-up,
it can all be arranged.
I tried to walk away. . . .
Have a nice day.
Wow I wish I could go back in time and say just that to several people who used me and abused me, as they also lied to me and about me. How is it they disgise themselves so well and fool us as well as others seemingly so easily?
ReplyDeleteOne thing I have learned is that the truth always is revealed and the rightiouse are vindicated at last!It does take time, and time doesn't heel all wounds but they do hurt less over time. They also make you very cautious and untrusting of other peoples motives.
Don't let things that, that happened to you make you be reclusive like me, because it is a lonely existance to not trust anyone and to not let anyone get close enough to hurt you again.
Like a duck repells water one wise person once told me , be like the duck and let those things roll off you because in the whole scheme of life those little droplets don't matter, how you react to them does!