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Saturday, July 14, 2012

Breaking 101


Don’t tell me that I haven’t been where you are
Boo-hoo broken heart babble
We have all been there jackass
                                                Most of us
Stop complaining and do what We do
Go out
            Get drunk
                        Sleep around
No, fuck everything
                        Be a jackrabbit
Disappoint your friends
Your parents
Debase that last good part of you
Move twice
Wreck your car
            Yourself
Burn something (because it feels good)
Burn herbs and inhale them
When you’re up there
Tinkering in your head
Remember to tip toe
Be an exhibitionist
                        Scare people
 Scare yourself
Join the military
Deny when they ask if you inhaled (every time)
            Then keep lying
                        Make your friends lie
                        Remind them how truth hurts
Hurts you like when she didn’t love you back
Drink more; deny more (you don’t have a problem)
Turn out your guts in a bowl
            Drink until your face is numb
                        Until everything spins
                        Until you almost forget
Quit smoking
                    Pack your shit up
Pile what you can’t take somewhere dark
Hide your pain
                        Keep drinking
Fake smiles when you say goodbye
Pretend you’re happy to be leaving
            Train yourself to not care
Come back to me
                        Look me in the eyes
Tell me again I don’t know how it feels
            Like a good friend
I bear your bullshit
                        And love you more
                        When you hate yourself
           






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